Hey there!
So I guess now its just once a year update kinda thing. Well, obviously I skipped 2018 altogether cause I was so busy flying. Obviously, so many changes done in the past year.
Job : Changed to being radio announcer
Guy : Obviously changed too
Home : Changed to another block
As for the rest, things remain the same. Probably, I've changed. Changed not for the better. Its that time again, back to mild depression. Back to feeling lost. Back to not knowing myself. Back to this maze. So what do I do when this happens? 1; Revert to writing and 2; back to my roots. Number 2 is obviously not an obvious option for now which I don't understand why.
Oh dear, well here I am reverting to writing because this the closest way to my peace of mind. I have so much to express yet so blank to type. What do I say to myself? That I am depressed? Unhappy? Or should I just throw all this away and cover it with positivity? Or should I just let myself drown? If I drown, who is gonna save me? Or drown and bury my true self with it? Reborn to be something I'm not?
I thought growing up was supposed to make you more stable, mentally and emotionally? what happened to adulting? Or could adulting be the reason? Im lost.
LOST.
